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I was doing good in a recovery mind set but then my gf found something and realized I lied about my eating disorder and nod is very pissed. I’m so upset. I can’t finsh my ice cream.
To the outsiders, we’re just regular girls. Regular girls who never seem to be hungry, no matter the time of the day. Regular girls who look at food like it’s going to hurt them. Regular girls who are really quite “accident prone”. Regular girls who must have really vicious cats. Regular girls who are always cold. Regular girls who always wear long sleeves. Regular girls who get dizzy when they stand up, faint when they run. Regular girls who the teachers cast worried looks to. Regular girls who compliment other girls on their collarbones. Regular girls who rush to the toilet after a meal. Regular girls who drink a whole lot of water. Regular girls whose excuses don’t quite add up.
Everyone thinks I’m better and just so happy but the truth is, I’m just good at hiding all the pain.
Why do you have two tumblrs? i mean just outta curiosity..
Because I wanted one for only eatting disorder stuff and then a normal one.
I got that “I really need to throw up now” feeling. This only seems to happen when my mom is home and I cant./:
